Eight

Last night I went to work as usual. We had a slow night only a few customers. This morning I woke up and all I could think about was that letter from my dad and how I had been completely okay with the life I have had. But now all I wanted to do was go out be more than I have been. People always talk about how they want to "fly the coop" when they are ready to leave home. Now I know what they mean, lately all i feel is how stuck i am, doing the same thing over and over again. That letter from my dad really sparked something in me. All I want to do is leave and experience the world. Im tired of old men looking at me because they have nothing better to do, well i do i have the world to see. It's time for me to fly away. I had always been inspired by friends of mine that had left home and gone out, done adventurous things; like Clara Kate Holloway. Clara Kate had gone sky diving when she was younger, which made me think that before I go out into the world to "fly" maybe i should literally fly. Maybe I should try skydiving as a way to just let go and change my pace of life. Today the air in the sky was so still. I decided that I would go to the library and research skydiving and possibly colleges. I had this fleet of determination that overwhelmed me. As I walked out of my building I noticed that there were few people around town, thats when i realized it was only 6:30 in the morning. The fact that i got up before nine was amazing in itself, maybe i really am making changes in my life.